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She longs for you

In my head you're almost perfect. 

The memory of you and the time we spent together

just reminds me over and over of my failures.

If only I could show you how much better I am now 

Then perhaps If I was truly better,

I wouldn't daydream about showing you

- Y todavía pienso en ti, cuando escucho a A.A. Bondy -

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 70. 

This was messed up before it even started

It's a self preservation thing

But we don't talk about it

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69.

She had been crying for her for weeks now, thinking that maybe, if she wasn't so attached to her life in this city, it would have been easier to go after her.
What she was *really* crying about, was the realization that her attachment to her was never strong enough. And that she was more in love with a place, than she ever was with her.
 

- Girl in red. We fell in love in October.

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Me has embrujado en cuerpo y alma
Y no dejo de pensar en tu mirada
En esa mueca que haces cuando "sonríes"
En cómo se sienten tus manos cuando me abrazas

It's heavy
Heavy how I want you so bad
Heavy when it hits me so fast
Heavy and it's driving me mad
That I'm never gonna give you up

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67.
Closure/Closer


I'm still trying to figure out what is it that I want from you.
Either way it's ruined.

Love or leave it.

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66.

I wonder which one of us is going to come out and say it first.
I wonder if it will be an apology or just a sad excuse.
But neither of us wants to be the one who leaves first.
And neither of us wants to be the one that breaks the other.
But we're both hurting each other... in silence.

Ya estamos acostumbrados al dolor y me da miedo pensar que las cosas podrían estar peor.

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65.
Dancing with a stranger. 
Look what you made me do.

Every night I go out. Some nights I find some men that look like you. Some others, I forget about you and find someone new. And every night I’m dancing with a stranger. Replacing a memory of you with one about someone else.

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64.

Hold on to me please.
This is real, I am sure.
We were just too young, we didn't know.
That we would have to grow up before we could grow old.

Please don't leave.
Please don't quit this.
Please hold on.

When we were young we were naive. 

Thinking that we could just pack up and leave. 

You didn't want to leave. 

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63.
Nice to see you again.
Nice to realize I didn't know you at all.
Nice to know we're both fine without each other.

Last night I had a dream about us. We had a whole conversation, all calm and loving. We figured everything out and we ended up together. Only to realize that it was a waste of time, that we were better off without each other.

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62.
 
Childish infatuation

I'm not even sure you know
That I still write songs for you

Después de todo este tiempo, lo más probable es que la imagen tuya que yo tengo en mi cabeza, ya no es retrato fiel de quien eres ahora.

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61.

Winter of 2018

All the things I could've asked.
All the things I could've said.
All I have left are the silly laughs,
the inside jokes and the hug goodbye.
I hate my cloudy mind sometimes.

Winter of '98  - Cayucas

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60.

Do I ever cross your mind?

It's a messed up thing.
Knowing you're with someone else.
It's a messed up thing.
Knowing I still come to mind.
And we're friendly and it's cool.
But I get an ego boost whenever you call.
It's a messed up thing.
Knowing there are things that just belong to us.

No me siento para nada culpable de saber que piensas en mi. Porque a veces yo también pienso en ti.

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59.

There was nothing wrong with us.
I'm just figuring things out.
I wish I could've told you.

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58.
You were a mistake I wish I could make again.
I'm sure you could have made me better. 

Everything happened so fast I lost interest.
That was it. I'm sorry.
You were nice.

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57.
I did everything wrong
You seemed so perfect
So perfect you were so wrong
I could not think
I could not hide


Voy a callar un par de días, alejarme de tu nombre
Abandonar mi artillería... y a olvidar
Sabré olvidar...

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56.
I don't know how I did not see it.
I don't know how I kept ignoring the signs.

And I keep blinding myself from the many tricks you use to hurt me.

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55.
I'm sorry your smile went unanswered
I got myself lost in your -slightly green- blue eyes

Y así voy por la vida dejando pasar las serendipias, pensando que tendré una segunda oportunidad.

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54.

Attention

If all you wanted was attention, you’ve come to the right place. I’m trying to be polite here but it is clear to both of us that we are not meant to be. 

What a pitty we were a lot of fun together

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53.

I’ve been thinking about you again. I cried talking about you the other day. It was probably the weather mixed with the booze and the hormones. 

Please don’t think this is a love declaration. I don’t miss you, I just miss how I felt about myself when I was with you (It's the hormones)

I was looking for another song but I'll just settle for this one. 

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52.

Y dicen que todavía me amas.

It's a crush. It's just a crush. 

Someone told me you still love me.